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I need to vent. Why am I the type of person that people can walk all over? I get looked at, listened to, and then ignored. Is that just my personality? Do I let people do this to me? I'm not quite sure if it's just who I am.. I think it's the lack of confidence, and ability to stand up for myself. I guess in certain situations I act differently, depending on who I surround myself with. I guess some people just have different effects on my personality. The good ol' Gemini coming out I presume.

I can't figure anything out. My mind races. I have lost the ability to think for myself. I need serious fucking help.